On the Canvas of My Soul

She falls for a man who loves menZen, a struggling landscape painter, watches her abusive boyfriend plunge to his death from a balcony at their New Zealand home. Being free from his beast-like sexual appetite gives her triumph... and a little guilt, since she did nothing to save him. Marcus and Dean are a married couple, each with their own dark pasts. And the idea of becoming parents is something they can't agree on. Yet Marcus and Zen are inexplicably drawn to one another, despite Marcus' marriage to Dean. On her canvas Zen paints Marcus as the epitome of beauty. To her burning heart he is a lover with tender masculinity and graceful passion. With him she learns to heal and explore her sexuality in a new light. A confession reveals a sinister reason behind Marcus' desperation to become a father. Meanwhile Dean, enraged by the affair, plots to keep Zen out of their lives whatever the cost.